Taking it easy and progressing at the same time

Sometimes changing things up a little bit can be rejuvenating.  That has been the case for me for the last three weeks.  During the weeks or months of the holidays I went out quite a bit. I’m glad that I have friends to socialize with, but when you’re out three or so times a week it’s hard to get things done.  Maybe I had a delayed drive to do some resolution stuff, but I’ve followed through on making some changes on how I spend my spare time.

First I started to politely decline offers to go out. In the future I’ll see these people, they are all my friends, and I’m sure they understood that I need time by myself. With time available I finally got into a gym schedule that makes sense. For the past three weeks I’ve been going to the gym on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday nights. And I go on either Saturday or Sunday. This totals four workouts that I lift and run a week. It is a little more regular and more intense that the three times a week I tried to do in fall.

I wouldn’t call it cooking. But having cereal, easy to boil noodles, fruit, and other easy to make food at home has decreased my spending bills. So on Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday when I get back from the gym I can eat simply and not have to go out again for takeout. I work late Monday and Thursday, and I’ve been eating cheaply at home on those nights too.

Over the past month I’ve read a little more, which I find is easier to do when I stay in. I can kind of make a routine, and I have my comfy chair in my room. Sometimes I do dork around on the computer, but not everything has to be productive, and there are worse things to do than watching videos on youtube or listening to Pandora.

Lastly, and the change I’m most proud of is that I wrote a short story this week. I signed up for another class at Gotham Writers. The first class was last Sunday. I decided to sign up to pass my story out at the next class to be critiqued the following week. So basically I had a deadline. For months now I’ve thought about this story. The teacher said the maximum length for a story was 15 pages double-spaced. My concept of a story was longer than that. I quickly figured out how to shorten it. On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday nights I wrote it out by hand. On Thursday like a maniac I typed up the whole thing. It ended up being 13 pages and 4,000 words. Today I fixed the obvious typos, and on Sunday when I pass it out, I’ll say it’s a first draft, and ask for suggestions on how to revise. I learned from this that ideas I have for stories I just need to think it over a little bit and then start writing.

I feel I’m taking it easy in some ways but also improving quite a bit at writing, and my general health. And tomorrow I plan to skate (50 degrees in late January) and have a relaxed dinner with some friends.


Trying to accept the fact I can’t grow full beards by shaving

More than ten days have passed since I wrote up a blog entry.  Should one write about anything to keep a schedule or should one wait until they have something to write about? From my experience with blogging, it needs to be regular, which means at least once a week. Then you get views from the people you email the post, and those that see it on facebook, twitter, and other sites.  But the more your write on different subjects the more searches can get to your blog.  Because of that I think more is better, and it only takes one media person to link a post on a major site to get exposure. I really do not have much to talk about today, so I’m going to stoop low and talk about hair, facial hair that is.

For the past few winters I got the itch to grow a beard.  My facial hair is not the fullest, and is kind of straggly. To a certain point it looks good. One friend 3 or 4 years ago told me the trick is to shave your neck, and that gives some boundaries for the beard and makes it look better. I decided in early November to grow a beard so I would have one for my thanksgiving holiday. I had my beard until tonight, and other than shaving my neck every few days I did not trim it at all.

Over dinner on Sunday, my sister kind of looked at my beard and said, “It’s starting to look a little wild.”  With that statement she kind of had a smile or an expression to make me think it was getting out of control.  My sister is a very smart woman, and knows a lot about fashion. She told me years ago never to buy pleated slacks, but always get flat front slacks. And she is right.

Anyway, my beard was freshly on my mind. On Monday morning after a quick shower before work I headed out toward the bus stop. I put my hand on my beard and noticed it was still wet. We have had some super warm weather recently, but what happens when it does get really cold.  Would I have a frozen beard? When I eat pizza, does the grease stay on my beard and chin? If my nose starts running, would the snot stay on my mustache?  I’m not a neat freak, but maybe it’s called being ‘clean’ shaven because it’s more hygienic.

Today at work, my beard is still on my mind. I asked a few coworkers. Someone pointed out either trim it or shave it off.  A few customers made funny but nice comments on it, so I decided I would shave it off. Originally I planned to keep it until April, but I guess I’m a quitter.

On the bus ride home I saw a dude that had a thick beard. I could grow it until next thanksgiving, and mine would not look like a manly beard. So I came home and walked to my barber, but the barber closed at seven. So I got some food, came home, and started the long process of shaving. I started with a small pair of scissors I use to trim my nose hair. And then I found a disposable razor, and then I used the expensive razor. This felt like it took a long time.

One thing I was on the fence about shaving my beard was if I did that at the barber, I would have to get a hair cut too. But by shaving myself I can continue to let my hair grow.

I’m not trying to tell people not to grow beards with this blog entry, but encourage people to try different things and do what works. For me, I don’t think facial hair works, unless I spent time styling it, which I won’t do.


My weekend: active days and reflective nights.

More than a week has past since my last blog post, but I’ve been busy. My understanding is like everything the more consistent and regularly a blog posts are the better. Since it’s late, and I don’t want to spend too much time typing I’ll go with my bread and butter. And that is simply recapping my weekend. Yes, sometimes my blog is just a diary log.

Friday night I read. For work I have a book club on Monday, and I read a good portion of it on Friday.  Between chapters I would watch youtube music videos, skate videos, and checked facebook about thirty times. As winter approaches I’ll do this more, just have a nice lazy night in the comfort of my apartment.

Saturday I slept in and skated Flushing Meadows. I told my friend I’d meet him at the unisphere at 2:30.  I got there a little early and felt I couldn’t warm up.  Somehow a hoodie with only a t-shirt underneath felt drafty. There were a few whippersnapper teenage skaters filming. There were good, but cursed every time they missed a trick, and one kid focused (broke his board in half) for really no reason at all. I felt glad that I’m not a teenager anymore, but worried that my session would not be that great.  Before Saturday I did not skate for a full two weeks. When I don’t skate for a little bit my imagination becomes deluded of my skill level. I think I’m a lot better than I actually am. So when I do get skate reality sets in, and I feel I can’t do anything. It can take me up to a half hour for me to warm up. Warming up consists of rolling around, and not really trying much of anything. It takes me several minutes to even try kickflips, something I can do fairly consistently.

My friend came and quickly I started to enjoy my session. We stayed in the unishpere, and we both practiced nose slides.  For me the ledge is high, so I’m glad I can do them decently.  I sized up the grate, and there is no way I could noseslide across that whole thing. It’s like 15 feet across.  The speed needed to make that is ridiculous for me. I think the noseslides I was doing on other parts of the ledge were 3 to 4 feet tops. But I’m happy with that.  My friend and I played a game of s.k.a.t.e. that loosened me up to were I felt comfortable.

We walked to the skate park. The park was super crowded. I wanted to try a wall ride on the steep bank by the 3 step. On my second try I did it, and that was enough of the skate park. I didn’t even take off my jacket. Near the unisphere there is a little bank to ledge. To describe it to people that don’t skate is difficult but I’ll try.  It starts with a curb, but it’s lower that a curb, then there is a slope maybe at a 30 degree angle, and a small curb, edge on top.  It goes in maybe a foot and a half and might be a little over a foot high. You can approach it straight, ride up it, do something on the top, and roll down.  With this approach I did an ollie 180 to disaster, and revert out. I did a nosepicker on it.  After many tries I did a switch ollie 180 to rail, to revert out. My friend can skate transition, and did a lot of combos. For some reason, I like this spot, and feel confident on it. Approaching it like a normal ledge I did 50-50’s on it with decent speed. Instead of popping out of the 50-50, with the ledge you could roll out of it. Rolling out of a grind was fast and fun.

After that we skated in one of the rectangle fountains that is the size of a football field.  In another game of s.k.a.t.e the sun started to set. I took one picture here, because the stature with the unisphere in the background looked good. We could see the lights at the unishpere, and we walked over, and it was perfect. Bright lights flooded the entire famous spot. We skated in the lights for about 40 minutes. Someone put a focused board in a crack pointing straight up. My friend quickly rode up the board deck with a little pop. Quickly he did a 180 out of it. I never did anything like that, but he told me it was easy. I did a few of them, and even did a sloppy 180 off of it.  Saturday was a great skate day, to be out for 3 to 4 hours felt great. I went home and read the stories for my writing class Sunday.

On Sunday my story was work shopped in my writing class. The class did give some very positive encouragement while also giving me pointers too. A class has a lot of value, because as a writer you think of one way for a story. When several people read it, there are multiple scenarios for most stories. Also another student’s story work shopped was a revision. This revision was a complete rewriting of the original based on the structure, language suggestions from the first workshop.  This gave me a valuable lesson. My idea of revision is cleaning up the typos, fixing a sentence here and there. But revision looking at the whole story can be a complete change or rewrite.  I think I’m going to sign up for a class in winter. This class has inspired my writing. I had two completed drafts of fiction, when I haven’t written fiction in years.   I need to keep the momentum, and my goal is one story a month.

After class I took the E to downtown and went to the Tribeca skate park.  This is a small park and gets crowded easily. The level of some of these kids is amazing. They have rails and big ledges going down.  But I had few conversations and some of them were nice and seemed happy to be there.  For a little bit I watched, after a near collision, I decided to wait a bit.  It did clear out some. The obstacles in this park are not scary like the Chelsea Park, but they are big enough were I don’t try much new tricks.  On the euro gap I can ollie it okay, but last May almost fell on my face when I tried a frontside 180 over it. So I’m careful on that.  As the day progressed I warmed up, and simply practiced backside 180’s from the slope to flat. I’m not good at backside 180’s, but felt I got a few ones with decent height. On flat I barely have any height to them.  I also did a little noseslide to shove-it out.  Tribeca forces me to practice the basics.  Once in awhile that might be a good thing.  If you do the basics better, than everything will improve. One can only hope.

After that I read in a café for a little bit and then had great noodles with my sister for dinner.   My sister can really put things in perspective, and I’m happy I get to see her and my little nephew once a week. After that I came home. I finished The Assistant by Bernard Malamud for my work book club, and it should be a good discussion. Overall my weekend was good. I had two active days and reflective easy nights.


Search terms that got people to my site.

Okay, I’ve always found this an interesting stat feature on wordpress, so I decided to share it in an entry. These are search terms that got browsers to look at my blog, as of November 12, 2011. These are from different search engines like google, yahoo, and more. I have no idea if these people read my blog or simply glanced and went elsewhere. Some of the terms are very entertaining to me. I should probably study these for things to try to write more on.  The only really thing I can decipher is maybe I should write more skate stuff. Any other bloggers or academic librarian friends of mine let me know what else I can tell about my blog from these search queries.
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Improving, not simply setting goals!

Life has been good, even with sporadic internet over the last month or so. I realized not having a regular connection means less blogging, but maybe more of a focus for writing. My last blog entry of over a week ago I stated how I finished a short story, the first completed fiction work by me in years. One week, every night I simply wrote it out by hand. In the following weeks I typed it up, shared it with family, and revised it some. Next week it will be work-shopped with a good group of people in my writing class at Gotham Writers. I feel invigorated by taking writing seriously and studying the craft. Now that my internet is fixed and seems to working regularly, I will pick up the blogging. But I want to keep up the fiction flow, so I’m not sure yet how frequently I’ll blog. Twice a week proved a difficult pace. And I found when I write out the story, that working on it everyday helped me get through the first draft.

I feel invigorated from writing more, and physically I feel better. With the gym after trial and error, I came up with the goal of going 3 times a week.  For the aerobic part, it will always be running on the treadmill. At first I was trying to go as fast as I could for 20 minutes. In a conversation with my mother, she suggested to take it easy if I feel too exhausted from it.  Before I would steadily increase the pace until I was around an 8 minute per mile pace. I remember from my running days that this was a nice and steady pace. But in contemporary times in my mid thirties it is a challenge to run at that pace. I’d have shortness of breadth, and be sweating a lot. Worse, on my skate days I felt I was too sore and uncomfortable while skating. So my mom told me to take it easy and work up the speed later. So I’m starting at like a 12 minute pace and only working up only to a 9:30 mile pace. I always finish, I feel it’s effective, but I don’t feel exhausted.  For weights I’m using a similar philosophy, just to get the workout in. I think exercise is a lifetime pursuit, and consistency is more beneficial than going all out in spurts. I’m starting to make it a routine, part of my life, but keeping the focus on skating at this point. When the ice and winter comes, and I can’t skate as much, then I can step it up at the gym.

Skating has been great. After a summer that was too hot, I am comfortable skating for long periods on my days off.  I’ve been going to Flushing Meadows with a few friends, and I’m really starting to like that park.  My short story takes place at this skate park. The skate park is world class, and if it’s too crowded you can go wondering to other parts of very large Flushing Meadows Park. Near the unisphere, my friend and I found a little bank to ledge to goof around on, then a empty square fountain the size of a football field. Once the water is turned off for the season, the Unisphere, is a world famous spot that no one minds if you skate in. I enjoy skating at the skate park and then to cruise around this park. There are a lot of families playing soccer, and having their day in the park. Overall it gives off a positive vibe that represents the borough of Queens. This park where the Mets play and the U.S. Open for tennis is played every year, is a unique park that anyone could a make a day out of. It also is a paradise for skateboarding. As far as I’m concerned the skate season lasts until January or when winter definitely sets in. I’m only able to skate on weekends, but I’m thankful for that. I think I appreciate it more and look forward to it all week.

Overall I’m doing well. And I think I’m actually working toward several improvements. Instead of thinking up lofty and questionable goals, I’m actually making progess!


A fortnight, an IMac, and some skating

One fortnight, or two weeks has passed since I last blogged. My mind was occupied with computer woes, as my computer of 6 years had to go.  So, this is my first blog post on a Mac, and I can tell this may affect my blog, and will definitely affect my use of the computer.

Before I dwell down into my decisions of computer purchasing I’ll briefly recap my life of the past two weeks.  I’m sorry if going from two posts a week to nothing left family, friends, and fans out of the loop, but I was without the Internet during that time. Most of my out of work updates has to do with skating. With September the weather has been more reasonable and every weekend I skated. A mutual friend introduced me to someone local that wanted to get back into skating. So I have someone that lives really close by to skate with, and I managed to meet up with a few of my other skate friends in the past two weeks. In the summer I skated mostly Forest Park out of convenience, but it’s good to skate other places and with old dudes like myself.

Yesterday I skated flushing meadows with my friend Julian. Near the unisphere there are all these empty fountain squares, which is a great place to skate flat away from the crowds of people. Most of the day we stayed there.  We had a great game of s.k.a.t.e that I lost on a backside kickflip he did on his first try. I think we are both progressing which is cool. After a few hours we went to the Flushing Meadows Skate Park, and I eyed the ledge over the grate gap.  In a few tries I got a nose slide over the distance of the grate, and that made my day. It felt great and it is good. Maybe it’s the first step to overcoming my fear of ledges.  Yesterday I sweated a lot, but I’m excited about the upcoming fall weather.

Other than skating, I’ve been socializing with my library colleagues that live in the Rego Park area, and my new skate friend.  I think now it’s easy to get caught up in cyber worlds or other isolated endeavors, so I enjoy that I can meet with a few friends regularly, and solve the problems of the world. I think that I need to call some other people up and try to hang out with them before everyone hibernates for the winter.

Okay, my computer woes started when the Internet didn’t work, then it would take forever to load when it started. Everything was in slow motion with my old computer. My cable was busted way before the Internet went caput and I made an appointment for the cable company to look at both. The guy was nice and replaced the cable box so it worked. For the computer he opened up my memory or something that showed I was over the capacity allowed for the computer. The cable guy recommended Macs. My skate friend Julian recommended Macs, my sister heartily recommends them, and a plethora of other people told me they are good.

Last night my sister went with me to the Mac store, and I was impressed.  My sister is very patient and good-natured to spend time with me at that store. I think I got a good product, and liked the customer service compared to other major retailers. After hooking it up last night I realized there are some differences between Mac and PC’s. I think in a few weeks I’m going to like it more. For this blog I’m testing myself. I’m taking two pictures from flushing meadows from my email I took a few weeks ago. One is of Julian ollieing a cone, and the other of the fountain. And I took a picture from my Mac computer. If I can post those to my blog, I’ve already mastered a few blog skills I’ll need on a Mac.


Gym workout plan 82, and Hurricane Irene

Tonight was my first night back at the gym since April. September approaches so that break from the gym exceeded 4 months. In April I skated more than in winter and I came up with the brilliant idea that I would simply skate more and I didn’t need the gym. For a few months I did improve but then the July heat wave zapped all ambitions to be outside skating all day on my days off. So tonight I went back to the gym after evaluating a realistic approach to a potential routine. I’ll write about this, and at some point break off for a few paragraphs about Irene. Perhaps blog entries can take on more then one topic.

Last week I wrote how I planned to go to the gym Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday mornings. I came to accept that I will not implement that routine. My morning wars with the alarm clock are too strong to expect all the sudden to start waking at 6 am singing to the birds. Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday I don’t get home until 7 pm. With the sunset getting earlier and earlier I can’t expect much if any skate time after work. I’ll simply be a weekend skate dude, which is better than a lot of people get to do. Skating on Saturday and Sunday I’ll be able to maintain my mediocre skill level but I should not expect to improve. Without lights at the parks I know how to get to, I don’t have a choice.

However, my gym is in a building with lights and stays open until about 10 most nights. So my more realistic gym routine will be Tuesday, Wendesday, Friday evenings and once over the weekends.  On Saturday and Sunday might be a challenge to balance skating, a writing class I signed up for and the gym earlier closings. But I think 4 days a week is better than the 3 days a week I did last winter. Most likely being consistent with this stuff is the most important part of exercise, but making plans and setting goals works for me.

When I did 3 gym days a week I tried to push the aerobics on every workout. On the light lifting, one day a week I’d do chest and triceps, on the second day I’d do back and biceps, and on third day of the week I’d simply do shoulders. My 4 day a week plan is similar but I combine the shoulders into the other workout days. That way, with weights I’m hitting the upper body muscle groups twice a week instead of just once. Aerobically it’s better too. Let’s say on the tread mill I work up to averaging 3.5 miles for a half hour on each workout. For three days that is 10.5 miles a week and for four days that would be 14 miles a week. For running I remember from my running days for general fitness about 15 miles a week is a good amount. Two other things I need to figure out are ab workouts and lifting for my legs. I’m wondering if I could get away with doing those once a week, or aim for twice a week on those as well. So that’s my goal. I know how to get in shape, I’m just not so good on follow through.

Tonight I did chest, triceps, and shoulders.  On purpose I chose much less weight than I remember doing 4 odd months ago. The lifting went fine, but the running on the treadmill felt awkward. I started at a 12 minute pace and only increased it to a 10 minute pace.  When I was 15 I ran a kid fun run mile in 6 minutes flat. It wasn’t an official track, but only one little twerp beat me. Ten years ago I averaged 22 minutes in a lot of 5k races. I could never do better than 22 minutes, but now that sounds pretty good. Now I’m huffing and puffing at over a 10 minute pace on a treadmill. At least I did my goal of twenty minutes on the treadmill tonight. I got out of shape fairly quickly, but there is no reason why I can’t get it back. I don’t think I’ll ever run a 6 minute mile, but getting a 8 minute pace back is a reasonable expectation. For my workout plan this go round I’m running for my aerobics because I think that is the best way to get your heart moving. Lastly about my return to the gym, the scale there said I weighed 200. That is heavy for me, so now is the time to be a gym rat, and maybe that’ll improve my skating on weekends.

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Now on to Hurricane or tropical Storm Irene. I work down in the Rockaways and the Friday before the storm was hectic. From the precincts listserv I got instructions for the mandatory evacuation of the whole Peninsula. I printed out about 20 copies and passed them out. People were talking about it and some were confused. Saturday the MTA shut down so the libraries were closed. That evening my roommate and I got stir crazy and went out for dinner and to hang out with some friends that live local in the Rego Park area. The heavy storm was scheduled for 5 or 6 in the morning. So we felt okay going out for a little bit, and other people were out as well. But walking home at around midnight was a scary walk. People the next day said the this storm was nothing. But at midnight the storm was fierce, we got soaked and rattled by the wind. Next time no matter how stir crazy I get I’ll stay in during major storms.

On Sunday I could get glimpses of the storm damages from the internet, and learned a lot of people were out of power. Later in the day I saw coverage of the Rockaways being flooded. I remembered the precinct listserv and checked my work email. They had some pictures and updates. There was flooding on the main street in the center of the Peninsula fairly close to my library. All day I was worried about damage at my work. On Monday, I didn’t have to work until the afternoon, I called my library and our custodian told me the good news that there was no damage at all. I got to work on time, the transit got working good, and it was a happy day to see that the library and our customers were okay.


Vacation Book Log With Thoughts

Family vacations have the purpose of seeing and interacting with loved ones that normally you don’t get to see that much. However all of my family is well, so I’m going to revolve this blog entry around me as usual instead of summing up my actual vacation. I’ll do this by pointing out that this vacation was very beneficial because I read a ton and I think I’m back in the groove of reading and hope to plow through a plethera of books in the next few months.

A colleague of mine goes on what she calls ‘reading vacations’ or ‘reading marathons.’ On her facebook updates it seems like serious business, to read 7 or so books on a three day weekend. I admire this effort, but I don’t think I could read for every minute of a day. Last year on a family vacation at the same place I read a lot, and I planned to read on this one. I think that a change of setting, or not having to clock in at work, can give focus or attention to books. Maybe someday I should take a long weekend and book a hotel somewhere and simply read. For now, reading more than usual on my vacations is a step in the right direction.

Not all of these were read, but I brought these books for my vacation: Their Eyes Were Watching God by Nora Neale Hurston, Buddenbrooks by Thomas Mann, Goodbye, Columbus, Phillip Roth, the complete short novels of Anton Chekov, Tales of Burning Love by Louise Erdrich, and Herzog by Saul Bellow. Over the course of the week I read three of these selections and one other book. I will shortly describe how I chose the ones I read, what I thought of them, and the epiphanies I reached through reading them.

Their Eyes Were Watching God was an easy first choice, because I scheduled it for my work book club.  I read a few chapters the night before I left. On my day of travel I had a flight to Detroit and then a connection flight to Birmingham. On the flight to Detroit I mostly slept, but on the flight to Birmingham I read the whole flight. I even sat next to a pretty college girl but I made no effort to talk, I was reading. That shows that my priorities are wrong. Anyway I left plenty of time to read this in case I had difficulties with it. One participant of the bookclub before my vacation told me she had a hard time getting into it. At first the dialogue does seem wacky, but I got used to it. In my undergrad days I took a basic linguistics class and became familiar with the phonetic alphabet where a symbol represents a sound, and all sounds are put into this alphabet. The idea is that if you know the phonetic alphabet learning languages and dialects is much easier. So I Hurston’s classic ‘ah’ is what would usually be ‘I’. So once you found the similarities and patterns the dialogue did seem natural and authentic. In the first few days of my vacation I finished Their Eyes Were Watching God and I think it is a powerful book.  I recommend people read it so I won’t summarize the book, and at less than 200 pages, it will not take much time. My work book club went really well. I also recommend people join book clubs, if you get a room full of people you learn so much more about the book and think about it differently.

So after I read Hurston’s book I had 5 books to choose from. Buddenbrooks looked too daunting, and did I ever imagine I’d really start reading that on my vacation? I do however have it still checked out, and with a possible 3 renewals I could have it for more than 10 weeks from now.  The short novels of Anton Chekov seemed kind of ridiculously ambitious. Herzog looked like a serious book too. The Erdrich book I wasn’t too sure off. Out of Brevity I chose Goodbye, Columbus. I picked that book off the shelf because I read many Roth books, but not this one, his first one.

Roth definitely improved over five decades of writing, but this is a very good book and better than the average book. The intro sentence which tells of a pretty girl by the pool asking the narrator to hold her glasses draws the reader in. From my writers workshop I took a few weeks ago this Roth book has a good structure, uses sensory detail, and the characters are three dimensional.  His setting of a Newark suburban rich family with a spoiled love interest that the narrator observes is interesting. This was published in 1959 and Roth is still writing quality books, which I think is amazing. The short stories in this collection are good too. I think that I need to read more short stories if I’m going to try to write a short story, and this was a good start. I’m sure they are good examples of how stories should work.

I finished this after in two days and had a big bulk of my vacation left. Buddenbrooks and Anton Chekov still felt like too much of a task. So I decided on Herzog by Saul Bellow. I picked a copy of this up because I think a good friend colleague of mine mentioned it in a conversation recently. He said it was one of his favorite books. I realized with the profession I’m in, and in general when someone says that a certain book is one of his or her favorites it can be quite good. From taking people suggestions seriously I’m glad I’ve read The Tin Drum, East of Eden, Notes from the Underground, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Tropic of Cancer, Lolita, A Heart is a Lonely Hunter, Manchild in the Promise Land, and The Autobiography of Malcolm X. Some of my friends’ favorite books have turned into my favorite books. Go figure.

Herzog was a challenge for me. I found it hard to care about a materialistic, womanizing, and pretentious academic type. Maybe that was the point, to make the reader skeptical or even hate the main character. Parts of it I really liked though. Basically the character is going through a mental breakdown and his second divorce. Throughout the novel he writes bizarre letters to an assortment of people it includes family members, colleagues, and famous people. I believe the little snippets of this letters are entertaining while showing a growing mania.  For the first 100 pages I almost put this book down. On my way back to NYC I had a hell commute day. Birmingham to Atlanta was smooth. Atlanta to NYC was hell. I had a two hour layover anyway. We boarded the plane fine, but they said we were not authorized to take off because of weather on the east coast. So we waited on the plane for over an hour before taking off. As we approached NYC we had to circle NYC for a few hours. I was on the plane from 3:00 pm to 9:00 pm and my day started at Birmingham at 10 in the morning. What did I do on this complete day of travel! I read Herzog and got into it and I finished it that night. What I thought was a rambling pointless portentous turned into something worth reading. I’m glad I have this one under my belt but I’m not sure if I can recommend it heartily. But I understand why my friend liked it so much.

Lastly I read a book I did not expect to at all. One evening my nephew who is five asked my to read Witches by Roald Dahl. This is a 200 page children’s classic which I never read before. So I said sure. That evening I read 40 pages to him, and I was real into the story. Over the next few days we read it, and at some points my niece, aged 8,  and I would alternate reading chapters to my nephew. On the last evening we stopped with 30 pages left to read. I admit that that night I finished reading those 30 pages by myself. I think perhaps I’ll start checking out other Dahl books or children’s classics. I didn’t read much as a kid, and I think I missed out on some good ones.

I read a lot in a short time, and I now have a goal. Every night except for my blogging nights, I’m going to read. The goal is to average one book a week. I do feel rested from this vacation and invigorated to do several things in my life better.


Feeling blue? Buy something.

I skated four times this week. I had short sessions on Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday. That is more than usual, so why am I belly aching. Tuesday and Wednesday were nice after work sessions at Forest. That is a great way to spend some time after work, it is relaxing. Saturday and Sunday (today) because of sleeping in too late, and for convenience I also skated at forest. But I skated poorly, and was a sweating and puffing quickly because of the heat. Today I took off the washer thingies on my trucks in hopes they would skate better. But the result was that they were too loose. On several of my sessions I noticed some good skaters that were as tall or taller than me whom had smaller setups.

My deck I had I skated since early May, almost a full three months which is awhile for a deck. So today I started plotting when I went to see my sister I would buy a new deck and wheels. Soon I was thinking of getting a whole new setup. With skateboarding some parts last longer than others, and it can be unusual to get everything new. For instance the trucks on my old board, I had for a good two years. The bearings I had for almost a year. Once I got it into my mind that I wanted a smaller board, I decided I needed a smaller board.

Convention states that a wider board can give more stability and perhaps more consistency. Whereas a skinny and lighter board can be flipped and turned easier. I’ve always been interested in tech skating, so I’m hoping since I bought this new smaller setup some of my flip tricks will come back.

My old setup was an 8 inch wide Habitat deck, 8 inch Venture trucks with bones bushings, 51 mm Ricta wheels with super swiss bearings. This is a legitimate street setup, nothing wrong with it. Today at Blades skate shop in the upper west side Manhattan I got a super set up. I got a 7.75 Alien Workshop deck, Koston Independent trucks, Bones 50 mm wheels with super swiss bearings.  It seems similar in size, but that .25 less of an inch makes it much smaller.

At the shop I asked questions, and made my decisions. This shop has a lot of variety. Some NYC shops I notice that they lack choices for decks or don’t have much to choose from. This shop may be a little more expensive because of the location, but I can usually get stuff I want there. I was like a little kid and didn’t really think much about spending 40 bucks for wheels and over 240 bucks for the whole setup. Skating this setup is something I can look forward too. My next day for skating is Wednesday and I wish I could go sooner.

Afterwards I had a great dinner with my sister at a place called Hummus Place around 74th street and Amsterdam. The food is good, healthy, and affordable. After dinner we walked around and as a joke I said I was looking for sunglasses. Working by the beach means that I wear sunglasses on a daily basis when before I didn’t give much thought to it. I said I wanted garish sunglasses. She knew a place called Urban Outfitters, and sure enough I was able to purchase mildly offensive sunglasses for 18 dollars. After all that spending I felt good.

Shopping can be therapeutic, of course people have to set limits, but I think planning out a purchase and executing a purchase can give happiness. I never buy clothes for myself but maybe I should. I like to make goals and buying things can be a very good way to follow through on goals. I just spent over 200 bucks on my new skateboard, so I’m going to skate more. Perhaps with my new sunglasses I could find a matching hat for my Florida vacation.

Lastly I think the economy will improve, because spending makes people feel good. Once everyone is employed adequately materialism will come back with a flourish.


July heat wave was no fun.

Blogging twice a week has proven to be tough for me. More than a week has passed since I wrote my last one. To be honest I might not have enough ideas or creativity to pull off updating twice a week. I’m not sure what to even blog about now. I think I’ll complain, complaining sometimes draws attention to a person, so if I have nothing substantial to contribute to the blogging world, I can always complain. On this entry I’ll blog about the heat wave we had last week.

I remember as a tween or teenager in Baltimore County one of my neighborhood skate friends asked me why I wore a turtleneck on a blazing summer day. I did not think of it as weird until he pointed it out, it was one of my favorite things to wear. Basically I didn’t mind sweating or the heat too much.  Throughout my teenage years in Baltimore County or the Toledo Ohio area I would be out all day on summer days. High heat and humidity did not bother me at all.

A couple of decades and about fifty pounds of extra weight has definitely changed my relationship with summer temperatures. All of last week it was hot, and I didn’t want to be outside much at all. On Thursday I worked late and had my lunch at around 3. The line for the bus going back to mainland Queens was long. Normally that time of day there is not a line for the bus, and I gathered that it was too hot for the beach goers, they were all going back to Queens or Brooklyn to their air conditioners and fans. The temperature peeked on Friday and was recorded to over a 100 degrees. On my lunch break that day I literally was sweating and had a hard time breathing just going to get a bite to eat on my lunch break.

Our little air conditioner in our apartment was taxed to the point of being useless and the extra fans just seemed to be circulating warm air. My sleep was erratic, and it even effected my mood, I was not my usual cherry self.

On Sunday I made plans with my skateboard meetup group to skate Astoria at 9 am. I did make it there, which I’m proud of because I usually sleep in way too much on the weekends. At 9 am on Sunday it was hot. My skating was worse than usual. I fell hard 3 times. I’m not sure if I was not awake enough or the heat effected me. I completely soaked a shirt, and I drank a large bottle of water and a vitamin water. By noon or earlier I was done with my session.  It rained lightly after that. When I got home from skating I showered, and then took a 2 hour nap.

Monday it really rained and the temperature finally cooled down.  On both Tuesday and Wednesday night I skated for about an hour and a half after work, basically until it got dark. On both of these evening sessions I had so much more fun than when I skated in the heat the past few times.

I have realized that I am sensitive to the heat. Maybe it’s the medication I take, or from carrying a few extra pounds, but I do not think I should be skating or doing activity when it is in the high 90’s. The last thing I need is a heat stroke. So I’ll try the early morning sessions again, and will enjoy the evening sessions. I don’t think I should be skating during the hot part of the day. Also August is usually the hottest month of the year.

This is kind of a disappointment, all through winter I looked forward to when I could skate regularly, and now summer is telling me my limitations. I guess I’ll aim for really concentrating on skating in fall, that is definitely the time I’m most comfortable and is my favorite season.


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